Blind

I'm blind, lost inside my head
And I can feel the end, it's coming after me
And I can't walk away

Writing every verse till it resonates
Driving buck 40 on the interstate
I got a bottle on the dash hit the cruise control
Running from my past, but I'm all alone, I know

Close my eyes, don't wanna think about it, I just can't get around it
This life I wish I had, it gets me mad, I haven't found it
But still I sit here doubting, all of these pills I'm drowned in
I keep on kicking, but damn, the water is crowded

I'm blind, lost inside my head
And I can feel the end, it's coming after me
And I can't walk away
'Cause I'm blind, lost inside my head
And I can feel the end, it's coming after me
And I can't walk away

Everybody talks like they've been through hell
Battling the thoughts that say kill yourself
I know the pain will never leave till I hit the wall
I feel like giving up, but the night goes on and on

Close my eyes and go back in time to that night I crashed and died
One step before the fall, before the wall when I had a life
But now I'm trapped inside, I'm one pill passed the line
Society's eyeing me, that's probably why I've been dying

I'm blind, lost inside my head
And I can feel the end, it's coming after me
And I can't walk away
'Cause I'm blind, lost inside my head
And I can feel the end, it's coming after me
And I can't walk away

Wearing red to a bullfight
Got me down but I feel high
Can't see through the dark night
Through the dark night

'Cause I'm blind, lost inside my head
And I can feel the end, it's coming after me
And I can't walk away
'Cause I'm blind, lost inside my head
And I can feel the end, it's coming after me
And I can't walk away