drained to my core

And then I fade into the background
I pray nobody tries to stop me
What remains of my soul is black now
I feel your energy, it got me
And it won't stop till I cut it off
And when I cut, I fall to the ground
In the blood on the floor that I left here for you
When you walk in the room, I'll be drained to the core
'Cause I did what I told you

I lay in drown in my sin
I think about what I did
This lake of fire is hot
But not as hot as I feel
When I'm around you, I swear
I swear, it all feels surreal
It all feels surreal
Swear you're the worst, the worst I know, would I?
Talk to you nice and take you back, should I?
Wait till you pass and cry it out, could I?
Speed up the time, I feel like I could die

I feel way too off today
Every day I wake up, it's like every days the same
I lose emotions always
But there's a rage inside me that I know cannot be tamed
(ah, uh-uh)
Talk to myself, sit in the dark
There's not a thing that I can do
To take this darkness out my heart
(ah, ah-ah)
This knife could take me to my start
Flows of red come out my body
Soul and body come apart

We started fading to black
I felt you tap on my shoulder
You said you wanted me back
You said you're sorry for everything
There's a problem with that

And then I fade into the background
I pray nobody tries to stop me
What remains of my soul is black now
I feel your energy, it got me
And it won't stop till I cut it off
And when I cut, I fall to the ground
In the blood on the floor that I left here for you
When you walk in the room, I'll be drained to the core
'Cause I did what I told you

I lay in drown in my sin
I think about what I did
This lake of fire is hot
But not as hot as I feel
When I'm around you, I swear
I swear, it all feels surreal
It all feels surreal
Swear you're the worst, the worst I know, would I?
Talk to you nice and take you back, should I?
Wait till you pass and cry it out, could I?
Speed up the time, i feel like I could die