Heads Up

I'm repeating myself over and over again
I can't listen to what I'm saying
So I cover my ears
All the same words are phrased in a different way
But the message remains the same, so I better stay

Silent 'til all of this changed
I'm waiting for a better day

I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation
Oh, I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation
I really hate myself so much
'Cause I'm more than just a little messed up
I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation

Just look at me now
Such a freak in its own tragedy
But I don't want you to pity me
So let's rather stay

Silent 'til all of this changed
I'm forcing myself through these days

I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation
Oh, I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation
I really hate myself so much
'Cause I'm more than just a little messed up
I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation

I feel stuck
Oh, I feel stuck
Just give me some more time to think
Yeah, I'm losing all my patience

I, yeah, I feel so irrelevant
Look at me now
Ugly, unintelligent

I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation
Oh, I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation
I really hate myself so much
'Cause I'm more than just a little messed up
I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation

I gotta keep my head up