How Could You

You knew this was toxic for me

You knew I was bad at running

You knew I would roll my sleeves and

Pick up every mess

You knew I'd be sad and lonely

You knew I ain't have nobody

You knew we ain't make no money

I screamed at you like

How could you leave me here?

Surrounded by all my fears

Drowning in all my tears

How could you leave me here?

How could you leave me there?

I was so unprepared

You knew that I was scared

Of losing you, but you didn't care

You didn't care

Yeah

Left me with your problems

Left me with my mama

To deal with all this gossip

While you was unresponsive

You left me at that school

Where niggas tried to kill me

So we had to move

Nobody know the real me

You left me fighting for my life all by myself

While I was praising who you made, I disengaged with what I felt

And made no space for no one else

Disintegrated mental health

You shoulda stayed, you could've changed

I'm yelling

How could you leave me here?

Surrounded by all my fears

Drowning in all my tears

How could you leave me here?

How could you leave me there?

I was so unprepared

You knew that I was scared

Of losing you, but you didn't care

You didn't care

I saw you leaving into the shadows

Left me with heartbreak and no one to follow

For generations into the gallows

Let me be empty, broken and hollow

Spent so many years being angry

Looking at these photos leave me heavy

Fell so many times, you didn't catch me

Now I'm saying

How could you leave me here?

Surrounded by all my fears

Drowning in all my tears

How could you leave me here?

How could you leave me there?

I was so unprepared

You knew that I was scared

Of losing you, but you didn't care

You didn't care