Turnstile

I fell into a cloud
No one dived and got me out
I read a thousand books
And forgot what they were about
I fell into a cloud
No instruction or a guide
I fell into a cloud
And oh good lord how I cried
I fell into a cloud
And it dispersed beneath me
No one was there to tell me
What I was supposed to be
Images in my head some are good and some are bad
Sometimes I wake up happy
Sometimes I wake up sad

I'm apathetic
And happy
And passionate
And sad at the same time

I'm apathetic
And happy
And passionate
And sad at the same time

And I belong
In a lost and found (A lost and lost)
And I belong
In a lost and found (A lost and lost)
And I belong
In a lost and found (A lost and lost)
And I belong
In a lost and found

I wake up so confused
I didn't ask for the day
Waking up is thrust upon us
In a sunlit kind of way
I went to bed with thoughts I didn't
Think would leave my mind
But the morning came and left those
Superficial thoughts behind
I shouted so loud
The world dispersed beneath me
No one was there to tell me
What I was supposed to be
I had fun with you yesterday
But now I feel like dirt
Sometimes I wake up happy
Sometimes I wake up, hurt

I'm apathetic
And happy
And passionate
And sad at the same time

I'm apathetic
And happy
And passionate
And sad at the same time

I'm apathetic
And happy
And passionate
And sad at the same time

Well I'm apathetic
And happy
And passionate
And sad at the same time

And I belong
In a lost and found (A lost and lost)
And I belong
In a lost and found (A lost and lost)
And I belong
In a lost and found (A lost and lost)
And I belong
In a lost and found