Poser

I spend all day on my phone
But miss messages from my friends
Why do people say I'm real
When I think I'm playing pretend
I'm a bogus fabricated imitation
Of a girl who's got her shit together

Might be an imposter
I'm overthinking my interactions
Am I a freak show?
Am I attractive?
How is it possible that you're just so confident
In everything that you do?
You're such a dick, I wanna be like you

"She's just a poser with nothing to say"
Says the voice in my head
As it gets in my way
Why you always gotta ruin my day?
Smoking cigarettes
At the back of my brain
Tell you the truth, I just feel like a fake

Good at disguises but not at outfits
I'm worrying my personality is counterfeit
My mind feels fuzzy but you can't even tell
I guess it's funny, do you feel it as well?

I'm overthinking my interactions
Do they like me?
Think I'm attractive?
Her life looks so perfect online
She's always flying somewhere else
And wearing expensive shoes
You're such a dick, I wanna be like you

"She's just a poser with nothing to say"
Says the voice in my head
As it gets in my way
Why you always gotta ruin my day?
Smoking cigarettes
At the back of my brain
Tell you the truth, I just feel like a fake

"She's just a poser with nothing to say"
Says the voice in my head
As it gets in my way
Why you always gotta ruin my day?
Smoking cigarettes
At the back of my brain
Tell you the truth, I just feel like a fake