Smarting

The only way I can enjoy life is through the toil of other struggles

The only way I can engulf you is to have the upper hand on

I reduce you down to a spec, insignificant, worthless, nothing

Watch you writhe and starve to death makes me feel that I'm worth something

Everything you need and want

Everything you've worked so hard on

My thoughts are not thoughts at all, they're vapid, streaking hate

When we reach the end there will be nothing left to blame

If you find hope I'll destroy it ovеr and over again

A vicious loop to keep you contained within your pen

I'm donе playing games

I only want to inflict pain