2005 barbie doll (Extended)

[Verse 1: glaive]

If the money wasn't coming

Then all the people here would leave

Do you know how hard it is to stomach

That they'll toss you out whenever they please?

I'm a commodity, an oddity

My high school friends won't talk to me

In all honesty, it's probably

'Cause I'm in a place they want to be

But it costed me almost everything

[Verse 2: glaive]

I'm so blasé about everything

'Cause I'm scared to show I'm not confident

I'm incompetent about all of this

I gave you all that I had to give

Now I'm throwing money in a spiral

'Cause we both know 'bout how it goes

We'vе heard this story many times beforе

"He was too young, he's up too much"

Now he's sleeping on a tour bus

Full of people that he don't know

After everything, he finally gets to go home

[Outro: glaive & Rebecca Gutierrez]

Alright go ahead, continue the story

So he was so obnoxious

And he's like, "Inside, leave those dogs there"

And I was like, "Okay

But will you just make sure that they don't like, jump out?"

"Just stop talking lady, I will do my job"

He's like, "They're just little dogs, just leave it alone, go inside"

So I go inside and he comes in behind me

And he's like, "Make sure she doesn't go anywhere, I'm gonna go and search her car" and I had already said to the woman, I'm like

"I'm a bit nervous 'cause my dogs are in there, what if he likes opens the door and they jump out?"

And she goes, "She's a little bit concerned about her dogs"

And he's like, "Oh, for God's sake, they're just little dogs, I'll deal with them"

And I'm not exaggerating, he goes off

And he turns back so he can make sure that I can hear it

And he goes, "I'm going to be some time"

And I'm like thinking to myself, "Oh my God, he's going to find all the drugs"

That's truly a riveting story I, um, ha-ha (I thought it was funny)

No, it's good, it's good, it's good (Yeah, whatever)

Sorry, love ya, bye

[Skit: glaive & Jeff Hazin]

At the end of the day, we only live once, yeah?

Yeah

And everybody makes mistakes

Sometimes, you just have to, like, move on, know what I mean?

And that, that's the hardest shit to do ever

Okay, I'm rolling now

Wow, you didn't need to bring the pressure in, Jeff  (You scared?)

(Seriously) Alright, let's do it

I never hoped for the best

But I'd be surprised if it got any worse, I swear

I never told you the truth, I realized

That I never—

It's, "that you never cared"

I have it written as "that I," because I'm fucking—

I'm gonna watch it burn

I'm gonna watch you leave

You're gonna hit me where it hurts

I'm gonna—

And I know that you don't know this, but I'm trying every day

And I know that you won't notice, but I'm trying anyway

And I'm kinda sorta hoping that one day I'll see your face

And I'll be kinda sorta hoping that you'll tell me, "It's okay"