The Comedown Song

Fuck your party im sleeping in

Tired of listening to Lucys song

Tried it now i just hate myself

Getting gripped by the fear

A little worse than last year

Trying to hold back the fear

So ,what happened to my identity

Im more cynical than before you met me

When i knew just who i was trying to be

Then you all saw god

And i felt nothing

Only the fear

So fuck your party

Fuck your party im sleeping in

Gotta learn to think again

I need her to get me out of bed

Ive been asleep for so fucking long

So no more talking im staying in

Im not leaving to sing your songs

Miserable now so go fuck yourself

Purveyor of fear

Youll have me biting on my tongue for years

So fuck your party

I ran and ended up against the wall

And everything i said was stupid but i meant it all