Freaking Out a Bit

I don't know what I want anymore
Sometimes I can't get up off of the floor
Am I crazy and losing my mind?
Or am I beating these demons inside?

And I wide wake on the couch
Watching Twilight Zone with no sound
When I can't break out of my head
It's like the Night of the Living Dead
I'm waiting for a sign

I'm not alright
I'm not okay
But I'm better than I think
I'll just fake it till I make it
I'll keep lying to my shrink
I'm waiting for a sign
I think I'm doin' fine
I'm freaking out a bit

Sometimes I just need to set it aside
You bought the ticket now go for a ride
So hold on for the time of your life
Like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

I'm lost in the middle
'Cause life is a riddle
And I'm just a little insane
So give me a minute
I'm not done with livin'
And I still got somethin' to say

I'm not alright
I'm not okay
But I'm better than I think
I'll just fake it till I make it
I'll keep lying to my shrink
I'm waiting for a sign
I think I'm doin' fine
I'm freaking out a bit

I'm not right
But I'm getting better
I'm not right
But I'm getting better
I'm not right
But I'm getting better
I'm not right
But I'm getting better

I'm not alright
I'm not okay
But I'm better than I think
I'll just fake it till I make it
I'll keep lying to my shrink
I'm waiting for a sign
I think I'm doin' fine
I'm freaking out a bit
I'm freaking out a bit