Emotionless

Hey dad
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you
That I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel?
And, how we fell apart?
How this fell apart?
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're alright?
But we're alright
We're alright
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay
But we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
The days I spent so
Cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
Those scars run deep
Inside this tattooed body
There's things I'll take
To my grave
But I'm okay
I'm okay
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay
But we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive, yeah
I'm still alive
Sometimes
I forgive
Yeah, and this time
I'll admit
That I miss you
Said I miss you
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay
But we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know that were still alive
And sometimes
I forgive
And this time
I'll admit
That I miss you
I miss you
Hey dad