Thinking About

Yeah, uhh

Do you think about me when your laying in your bed?

Do you think about me when thoughts are flying round your head?

Tell me, do you think about me when you’re on ya phone

To him on those lonely nights, oh so alone?

Do you miss all the times that we shared?

You probably don’t, it never seemed like you really cared

Maybe you did but we were just too scared

Or maybe we rushed and we were just unprepared?

I know I went and dissed you but I’m really starting to miss you

But you can’t really blame me for what I said

When you acted like a bitch, I would call you a bitch

And at times I wish I had myself an off-on switch

I know we argued a lot and we didn't get along

But when we made up, there was nothing we could do wrong

And I don’t just mean that in a sexual way

We could sit back, relax and chill all day

But sometimes I actually wonder how I put up with this shit

I gave so much up for ya, I was ready to commit

You was like a drug to me, I just wanted another hit

But no drug is good for ya, I just wanna be legit

Clean and free, yeah away from this curse

Shit, how did my life go from better to worse?

When I was with you I was flying oh so high

And now you’re gone I’m on a crash course flight to die

I know I sound down and really depressive

But shits getting worse, it’s only progressive

And it’s all because of you, now ain't that impressive?

A hot ass model chick now look who’s obsessive

My heart is a prisoner of the past

You left a scar on my heart, this shit’s gonna last

With or without you I’m just gonna malfunction

If there’s an exit route, I’ll gladly take the next junction

Dysfunction in my mind ever since you left

My mind you've stolen it’s a basic crime of theft

And now I’m falling deeper by trying not to love you

But if I didn't say what’s on my mind then, well…

How would I stay true?