Pain Shopping

Depression on sale for a limited time
You can get it in person or get it online
Half of us on a prescription, yeah
We tryna feed an addiction, yeah

I just wanna fuck my hand up through the wall
I need help, no one there to stand up when I call
By myself, they just tell me, "Man up," what's the use?
So I'm driving to the store, looking for some excuse

I'm pain shopping
Looking for the proof that I'm still alive
I wanna feel something
'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is

Nothing, nothing, nothing
I feel nothing, nothing, nothing
I feel nothing, nothing
'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is

This shit is supply and demand, yeah
I'm just tryna buy what I can, yeah
By the time that I find it's a scam
I been getting high by the 'Gram, uh (God damn)

I just need a fucking way out 'cause it's colder
I'm feeling all this pressure, it's a weight on my shoulder
I thought that it would all be great when I'm older
I crush this shit up in my molars, full disclosure

I'm pain shopping
Looking for the proof that I'm still alive
I wanna feel something
'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is

Nothing, nothing, nothing
I feel nothing, nothing, nothing
I feel nothing, nothing
'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is

Never mind, my heavy mind
I'll get in line, I'll get behind
And every time I said I'm fine (I said I'm fine)
Whatever, I meant never mind

Never mind, my heavy mind
I'll get in line, I'll get behind
And every time I said I'm fine (I said I'm fine)
Whatever, I meant never mind

Pain shopping
Pain shopping