Growing Pains

I'm feeling so mindless
Like we're wasting our time just
Sitting here, its true
There's nothing left to do but
Twist these knives deeper into our chests that fill
Full of rage we've bred
In our fucked up heads
And its making us insane
So fare-thee-well, oh dear
This was my biggest fear
Let's go our separate ways

Estranged, deranged, and I'm freaking out
But I can't explain myself at all
Speechless like a cat has caught my tongue
It's been so long since I have felt this numb

Your words weigh on me every day, my friend
And all the time I spent convinced
That I was such a shame
Are you freaked out?
I said I'm gonna skip town
For the second time this week
I'll pack my bags so quick
I'm such a lunatic
A disaster with a face

Estranged, deranged, and I'm freaking out
But I can't explain myself at all
Speechless like a cat has caught my tongue
It's been so long since I have felt so
Estranged, deranged, and I'm freaking out
But I can't explain myself at all
Speechless like a cat has caught my tongue
It's been so long since I have felt this numb

Oh my God, it's so sad
That things have gotten this bad
So who is there to blame?
It's neither you nor me
This catastrophe
That's washed us both away
Oh my God, it's so sad
That things have gotten this bad
So who is there to blame?
It's neither you nor me
This catastrophe
That's washed us both away