Therapy

Think it’s getting bad again

I’ve been lying to my friends

Feel the weight here in this bed

Truth is i’m tired

Sit and wait for walls to speak

Searching for some kind of clarity

I’m afraid of what they’ll think of me

If they heard

See i’m smiling

It’s okay if i’m crying

Just as long as i’m trying

To wake up and breathe

Take cold showers

Eat alone at odd hours

Replay all the encounters

That i’ll unpack in therapy

Last time i saw you i was just a little bit brighter

And now you’re waiting on my light to return

Someone lied when they told you that i was a fighter

‘cos now i’m praying for you to come save me, pleasе come and save me

Bеfore i become something hard to believe in

And you know that you’re better off leaving

See i’m smiling

It’s okay if i’m crying

Just as long as i’m trying

To wake up and breathe

Take cold showers

Eat alone at odd hours

Replay all the encounters

That i’ll unpack in therapy