Snakeoil

I could write a book on how to self destruct

Obnoxiously waiting, not giving a fuck

Like a rat in a cage, in a trap with my rage

I can’t trust myself that I will ever get out, no no

I’m back now blaming the game

Fucking done with everyone and everything

Light it up just to feel a relief

Drench myself in kerosene

Distracted by reality

Self-made public enemy

Sugar ’til my eyes would bleed

Came to find a meaning but only found your grief

Take to the world with who you wish to be

Buried sorrows so deep, nobody else can see

Why the fuck am I listening to the bullshit that you plead?

Have I been so low that I thought what you showed would be exactly what I need

Easy to betray

Yeah it’s just a game

Just swallow the pill

And smile for portray

This is the part of me

I never wanted you to see

Get out my head I can't seem to go on

Hold on to what I need, stuck in the in between

Drown out the noise that has led me so wrong

Cover me in kerosene

Fuse the in between

Easy to betray

Yeah it’s just a game

Just swallow the pill

And smile for portray

Only a game

I don't wanna play

Why the fuck have I been listening?

Why the fuck have I been listening?

This is the part of me

I never wanted you to see

Get out my head I can't seem to go on

Hold on to what I need, stuck in the in between

Drown out the noise that has led me so wrong

Dark days ahead