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Halsey – ONANISM (2020) | Track profile | Dork

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I Would Leave Me If I Could
ONANISM

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ONANISM

Release date: 10th November 2020

From I Would Leave Me If I Could

About This Track

"ONANISM" is a track by Halsey, from the album I Would Leave Me If I Could, released 10th November 2020. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 12 articles about Halsey.

About the Artist

Halsey

Halsey

Lyrics

ONANISM

The corner of my childhood bed.

A stued bear, color: cherry red.

A toothbrush motorized inside.

A 15-mile dirt bike ride.

A pair of socks, balled up real tight.

A hot tub jet, alone at night.

Your kneecap, cased in denim jeans.

Victoria’s Secret magazine.

16 years of bubble baths,

a showerhead that can detach.

A pointed toe,

a cramping calf.

Disgusted in the aftermath.

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From I Would Leave Me If I Could

2020

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