Vertigo

i was never meant to care
about the mundane fears
locked inside my own stare
scared to face my tears
your head writes a tragedy
belligerent in war
nursing my own vanity
take me back to
being here i'm not here my head's in a car 
that's driving away a hundred miles per hour 
as i'm terrified and scared of what's to come
i want to feel euphoric, but abandoned by mine
i'm chasing for a purpose defined by bloodline 
to all the good people who keep you alive
i'm still in constant vertigo
tired of running from me
swept to open sea
i'm still in constant vertigo
head rushing fast
greedy i ask
to save all of me
intrigued by my own sins
of fury and guilt
a terrifying void within
of dark emotions we built
hide me from my existence
blinding me with rage
hide me from my resistance
take me to your
paradise of eden, who locked me inside
the walls of your conscience and selfish goodbyes
to abandon all light with no remorse for my mind
i want to be healed but i can't waste my time 
avoiding all relationships, give me a sign
to all the good people who keep me alive:
piano bridge 
i'm still in constant vertigo
tired of running from me
swept to open sea
i'm still in constant vertigo
head rushing fast
greedy i ask
to save all of me"