it happened again

[Verse 1]

I've been getting so mad at the wrong things

Built-up chaos got his shit and fucking left me

Now I'm a single mother stressing out like crazy

And I gotta feed my baby

I don't sleep enough for this

I'm way too fucking weak for more of this

It's like I'm waking with thieves that take the piss

By robbing me of all my stableness

[Verse 2]

In fucking fact, I yelled at two sweet girls

Because they talked too loud

You should have seen their faces

They looked like their dogs got put down

And I felt so bad

But I didn't apologize

I just rolled my eyes

And in fucking fact

Last week, I lost my shit

All 'cause my friend said, "Shut up"

Thus, I cussed, called him a prick

I ruined an entire friend group cause of it

And I felt so bad

But I didn't apologize

I just rolled my eyes

[Verse 3]

At this rate

I'll be a monster before Halloween day

Just give me two days

And I'll make shit look like the rapture

I just screamed at a friend through text

Then I poured gas to burn the bridge faster

There's not a king of self destruction

I can't wait to become the master

[Verse 4]

The thing I feed is kicking me inside

And all I gotta do is keep giving it water so it dies

And I can't remember the last time that I blinked these eyes

I'll punch a guy in the mirror and he'll turn to five

Versions of me

[Verse 5]

You don't know how it feels

To tell my friends that I had a bad day

Almost every single day

Most of them don't ask anymore

They just assume that I'm not okay

They don't even stick around anymore

It's the end of the world for me

[Bridge]

Oh, when the saints! Oh, when the saints!

Oh, when the saints come marching in

Oh, you will feel like such an asshole

For doubting everyday

Oh, when the saints! Oh, when the saints!

Oh, when the saints come marching in

Oh, you will feel like such an asshole

And they'll laugh when they sail away