Hush, Hush

Heartbeats, in sync with the clock,
In time with my steps,
Buried in my chest.
Disguised by a layer of flesh, that's fading away,
From the constant gaze of your intruding ways.
I'll try to hide
And I will go,
Far away from here,
And I will run,
As far as I have to.
Sinking, deep beneath the surface,
Trying to realise my purpose, have you brought me here to show me off?
Inside I feel like I am drowning and everyone around me floating on their constant controlled thoughts.
I wont go around I'll try to find it