Missing Chunks

I was [piling?] the missing chunks

I was missing the [heart?]

Didn't get to [?]

But I imagine [?]

My mind is a tardis

Jumpin' round the lot

[?]

[just smoke some pot?]

[never wanted to go to vegas?]

[finally did?]

[?]

And my depression is [erect?]

Can we still be friends

I'm changing again

I'm feelin' pretty

And actin' real dumb

Pretending to be care free

But as you can imagine

I'm conflicted

And embarrassed