running shoes

I'ma run away until I'm weak
I'ma come back fighting for my peace
Hiding out, I hide inside the weeds
You won't hear from me for a few weeks

Things you say never make any sense
Gotta stop the mind to second guess
Ignoring my gut, it's for the best
Battling to get up out of bed

I'ma find my way back home, streetlights barely lit
And the colors aren't even the same, some are powerless
6:30 a mile, used to be better than this
Why am I getting this tired, no, I cannot call it quits

Seems like you think that everything was gonna be okay
What I need is me to tell me I'll be okay
Look at the ground, look at my feet as my shoes tear
The soles are falling apart, order up a new pair

(Your order is on its way
Successfully arrived)

Get in the zone, need to be alone to focus
Not any hoe you see me ever approachin'
Not worth my time, feel my mind boot and decodin'
Gather any info, whether I should keep or close it

You see me walk out the door
Ice, freezing 'n' storms
Pray I make it home
Late a.m. 'n' roads

Hallucinate, seeing two punchin' at the air
Squinting at black and grey, when the night is there
The smell of fall provides warmth, fingers in my hair
Think too deep and it could end at there

Think I'm fine, I'm just in too deep
Go outside to run hopin' the stress leaves me
I'm painting what I see
You couldn't predict at what I might bring