Heavy Breathing

All alone and in this forever

Gotta get back and get it together

Cause your never gonna get anywhere this way

When your walking in circles everyday the same way

Not sure where this is going

Another panic attack no sign of slowing down

I'm still breathing heavy heavy breathing

With my stomach in my throat choking on the feeling

I'm losing all we have to offer cause nothing here makes sense

I'm lost so scared

I'm numb and overwhelmed on this hotel mattress

When everyday I'm here waiting, (time and time again)

But I'm not so I am not so sure of anything

And everyday I'm here waiting (time and time again)

But I'm not so I am not so sure of anything

Come on, come on listen to me. (Open up)

Open up cause I know exactly what's running through your head

And spilling on the pages

And it hurts you and like its so contagious

So off the mark and a little off key

So overdramatic cause this is completely

Out of your hands and out of control

So you take the chance to take it take it all

I've forgotten everything I know cause nothing here makes sense

I'm lost I'm scared I'm sick I'm not well and I can never let go

When everyday I'm here waiting, (time and time again)

But I'm not so I am not so sure of anything

And everyday I'm here waiting (time and time again)

But I'm not so I am not so sure

Just tell me I'm alright

Tell me I'm ok

Tell me anything at all to make this feeling go away

Cause I love the way that I fall asleep with my head in my hands

Everything drifts by me so slowly

And I'm only halfway home, alone and lonely

So go ahead and tell me, tell me

I'll be alright and touch me hold me

Yeah, talk to yourself talk to the angels

Yeah, talk to the knife twisting and sinking

Go ahead and tell me, tell me

I'll be alright and touch me hold me and I'll make it alone

Come on, come on listen to me

When everyday I'm here waiting, (time and time again)

But I'm not so I am not so sure of anything

And everyday I'm here waiting (time and time again)

But I'm not so I am not so sure of anything