Recipe For Disaster

Curious
Curious where I'll be a year from now
If I'm ever gonna figure out
How to keep my head out the clouds
Gotta come down

Hard existing
Constant shifting
Consumed by how we could've been
Disappointing, unimportant
So much of it really is
I'm so worried
What's the hurry?
I'm too short for skipping steps
Don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know why I like this

Recipe for disaster
Wondering what's gonna come after
Will I ever know?
Do you?
Do you?
Do you?

So serious
As if that makes it better somehow
Only as free as my mind allows
Need permission to stop freaking out
Give it to myself

Hard existing
Constant shifting
Consumed by how we could've been
Disappointing, unimportant
So much of it really is
I'm so worried
What's the hurry?
I'm too short for skipping steps
Don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know why I like this

Recipe for disaster
Wondering what's gonna come after
Will I ever know?
Do you?
Do you?
Do you?
Do you?

Don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know why I'm so obsessed
Wish that I, yeah, wish that I
Yeah, wish that I could worry less
Don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know why I'm so obsessed
I wish that I, I wish that I
I wish that I could worry less

Recipe for disaster
Wondering what's gonna come after
Will I ever know?
Do you?
Do you?
Do you?
Do you?