Restless

I'm not okay. I can't find stability. x2

Threading through my faith with a needle named doubt

Putting it all together and then tearing it apart

Throwing away the scraps and trying to restart

Go back to the days when it was sunny and clean

My soul stormed until it stopped trying to shine

It settled for hazy messages from a black sky

I still don't know why, know why

No question I threw up, came back, and I don't know why

Is this what I wanted to be? A restless soul wrestling with what I believe

Or just a selfish soul blind to problems that tower over me, over me, that tower over me

Slow fade out. Sun burn and stay out. Clouds close like a mouth. 'Round last light and sound

Don't bother, save your breath. Could be the last you get

Am I jaded to the point where I can't see all of the beauty Your hands made, the world surrounding me

I'm scared of what has come and what is to be. My heavy heart. The Earth will cover me