Normal

[Verse 1]

It's taken two different therapists

To tell me what to do to help me wrestle with

The bar I set for love and what I do with it

I want it so bad, but I'm bad at it

Used to love a Friday night in Malibu

And now I never go because I think of you

Never meant to ruin it but you always do

I can't get away, get away from you

[Pre-Chorus]

Oh, and somewhere

There's a balance in self-care

And wanting someone to be there

Is it normal to be scared?

[Chorus]

'Cause I should hate you

Probably do, but I don't want to

All I do is forgive you

Is it normal that I do?

Evеryone I love is worried

All you'vе ever done is hurt me

And it hurts me to love you

Is it normal that I do? (Do, do, do, do)

[Verse 2]

Gotten so good at recovery

Reading all the books and doin' everything

Even give advice like I know anything

But I'm so afraid to heal that it's breaking me

[Pre-Chorus]

Oh, and somewhere (Somewhere)

There's a balance in self-care (Self-care)

And wanting someone to be there (There)

Is it normal to be scared?

[Chorus]

'Cause I should hate you

Probably do, but I don't want to

All I do is forgive you

Is it normal that I do?

Everyone I love is worried

All you've ever done is hurt me

And it hurts me to love you

Is it normal that I do?

[Post-Chorus]

(Nah-nah-nah, normal)

(Tell me I'm normal)

(I know I'm normal)

(So tell me I'm normal)

[Bridge]

Is it normal to lie to all my friends every night?

Is it normal to try to tell myself I'm alright?

Is it normal to say that I still want you that way?

And is it normal to stay in case you come back some day?

[Chorus]

I should hate you

Probably do, but I don't want to

All I do is forgive you

Is it normal that I do?

Everyone I love is worried

All you've ever done is hurt me

And it hurts me to love you

Is it normal that I do?

[Post-Chorus]

(Nah-nah-nah, normal)

(Tell me I'm normal)

(I know I'm normal)

(So tell me I'm normal)

(Nah-nah-nah, normal)

(Tell me that I'm normal)

(I know I'm normal)

(So tell me I'm normal)