Life to Lead

I been going crazy, I been losing my mind
Maybe I'll just keep on saying everything will be fine
Gotta face the day again, it's really making me sick
I need you to stick around until I fall to pieces
But I don't wanna let you down, so I'll make a new sound
Try to get out of my head again
I don't know how to make it out
So I'm making this count, I can feel the dread is settin' in

Lately I've been tryna keep my head above the water
I just keep it in instead, don't wanna be a bother
It's just a personal hell, that I created myself
I need to go somewhere else, this place is bad for my health

Knocked down, I ain't got a lot to give
I'll pick up myself again, try to make it to the ending
What now? Only got one life to lead
Lost my heart, but still I bleed
Save my soul, I'm feeling empty

But I'ma keep my head up, I just needed to vent
Don't worry, I've just been so fed up, I don't wanna pretend
That's just how it can go, I felt the highs and the lows
I'll keep on fighting the woes, I try to hide, but it shows

I'm dying to find the light inside, I'm taking my time
I'm trying to leave my past behind, get it out of my mind

I been going crazy, I been losing my mind
Maybe I'll just keep on saying everything will be fine
Gotta face the day again, it's really making me sick
I need you to stick around until I fall to pieces
But I don't wanna let you down, so I'll make a new sound
Try to get out of my head again
I don't know how to make it out, so I'm making this count
I can feel the dread is settin' in

People come and go, it's nothing, just a change of the season
Hit the top but lost a lot, I still been finding my meaning
Life's a trip, I know it's hard to get up off the ground
I been down to, I drowned, and I found you

Fake a smile, tell me how to find bliss
I'm just sick of being tired, and I'm tired of being sick
I been at it for a while, living in the silence
No, this ain't a cry for help, but I'll just end it like this

I'm running, every single day, but I can't get away from me
Don't know what to say, I'll be okay until I plummet
They tell you it gets better, let me tell you, no it doesn't
Been this way forever, trick myself and say I love it

I'm dying to find the light inside, I'm taking my time
I'm trying to leave my past behind, get it out of my mind

I been going crazy, I been losing my mind
Maybe I'll just keep on saying everything will be fine
Gotta face the day again, it's really making me sick
I need you to stick around until I fall to pieces
But I don't wanna let you down, so I'll make a new sound
Try to get out of my head again
I don't know how to make it out, so I'm making this count
I can feel the dread is settin' in