Waiting to Die

I draw my tears in materiel things
I spent all of my years in front of LED screens
I'm probably wasting my youth, I'd hate to look back on this
When I'm old and I'm pissed from all the life that I've missed

And I've been falling down
I know I've said it before
Can't seem to sort it out
I hit my head on the floor
And then I pour it out
I make some bad metaphors
To help me calm it down
My thoughts are talking loud

And I've been restless, stressed, depressed mark the checklist
It's just another phase that I'm in
And I don't wanna lie to your face
But my pace has been hectic
I just don't know where to begin
So I'll say this

Life sucks and I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me the time?
I'm just waiting to die, yeah
All my songs started sounding the same
I've been locked in my brain, think I'm going insane
I'm manic, dammit, here we go again
So damaged
Damn, where the fuck are all my friends at?
Life sucks and I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me the time?
I'm just waiting to die

I hold my head up while I'm holding my breath
Then I'm so fed up with the dread, I'm always watching my step
I wish that I could be oblivious like everyone else
They say that ignorance is bliss I really like how that sounds
And I've been crying out
The walls are caving again, can someone pull me out?
I'm feeling trapped in my skin
Don't want to let you down
I'm lost and fading again
I really hate this town
Nothing can save me now

And I've been breaking the silence
The words are better when I scream it
I think I said some things out of line but know I don't mean it
I promise I'll call you cause lately I just feel defeated
I just don't know where to begin
So I'll say this

Life sucks and I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me the time?
I'm just waiting to die, yeah
All my songs started sounding the same
I've been locked in my brain, think I'm going insane
I'm manic, dammit, here we go again
I'm so damaged
Damn, where the fuck are all my friends at?
Life sucks and I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me the time?
I'm just waiting to die

I'm just waiting to die