regret

Every day I struggle tryna do the right thing
I'm painted out a person I was never tryna be
I know you feel a way but we agreed on no strings
The grass is always greener on the side you don't see
Find another way but I haven't got close
I tried a million things but I can't let you go
Tryna shake the feeling but it only make it worse
In and out my bed, in and out my head
Not what I want, yeah
But I'm in love with your flaws, yeah
Break it off just because, yeah
Exed out like the rest, I'll regret it worse
We always find another problem, not long 'til we find another
Hard to navigate my feelings, now I'm drinking out the bottle
I don't wanna wait a while, got something better say it now
Yeah, but on another note, really I'm just feelin' tired
Another one gone by tomorrow
And it's all because I'm hard to love
Hard to please, hard to admit it
But it's all on me, all on me
Every day I struggle tryna do the right thing
I'm painted out a person I was never tryna be
I know you feel a way but we agreed on no strings
The grass is always greener on the side you don't see
Find another way but I haven't got close
I tried a million things but I can't let you go
Tryna shake the feeling but it only make it worse
In and out my bed, in and out my head
Not what I want, yeah
But I'm in love with your flaws, yeah
Break it off just because, yeah
Exed out like the rest, I'll regret it worse
So let me get the story straight
You were never the one to love
So I guess we call it my mistake, my mistake
But oh well, I guess I'm really stuck inside your spell
But oh well, I guess I'd rather live inside your hell
Ayy, I'm high
Tryna meet my mom while I'm tryna touch the sky, way up, yeah
No lie
I can feel the pills dancing in my stomach, feel like I could fly
Every day I struggle tryna do the right thing
I'm painted out a person I was never tryna be
I know you feel a way but we agreed on no strings
The grass is always greener on the side you don't see
Find another way but I haven't got close
I tried a million things but I can't let you go
Tryna shake the feeling but it only make it worse
In and out my bed, in and out my head
Not what I want, yeah
But I'm in love with your flaws, yeah
Break it off just because, yeah
Exed out like the rest, I'll regret it worse