Ash

So burnt out they call me ash

Pokemon has become trash

Baby wants to touch my ass

But I don't really fuck with that

So now she's touching other dudes

It's ok I said it's cool

As long as there's clear communication and I can do it too

Healthy how we talk like that

Unhealthy how I am sad

I'm new to this whole feelings shit

Every day I feel like shit

Every day I feel like shit

Every day I feel like shit

Every day I'm feeling bad

I don't really fuck with that

I don't feel like myself

I forgot who I am

I feel trapped in college

Soberness made me spiral

Relearning personality

A process being done by me

Rеlearning motivation

I need to be patient

With mysеlf cause I need time

To take my brain and solderize

The broken pathways I had fried

From all the shit I tried to hide

Relearning how to act like me

So I can be publicly seen

Relearning conversation

It's hard to know acquaintances

Cause my memory is ass

Social presence is a fad

You thought I was pretty rad

Your face I can't remember that (oop)

Work my ass off every day

Party hard like every night

Party hard like every day

Crashed in my clothes with the light on

Every day is just a bygone

Where has all my fucking time gone?

Popcorn stares till I meet my dawn

Horizontal life is no fun

ZZZ I get no sleep

In my knees I'm feeling week

ZZZ when I'm awake

I feel like ima fucking break

ZZZ on BBP

All you fuckers sleep on me

All you want's my fucking D

I have personality

I am a real human

I have conscious thoughts like

I will break this cycle

Live my life how I want

Album done another on the way

Burnt out no more I'm feeling great

I wrote this song to share my pain

Get nasty thoughts out of my brain

Get 'em on the pad I rap with rage

When I wrote this sad I felt insane

When I thought I's mad I froze in place

But I thawed out a better Jake

Upgraded thoughts updated swag

Upgraded art update my rap

Upgraded feelings now no cap

I'm crying watching anime

Crying watching Cobra Kai

I empathically realize

That I'm no longer crying inside

So burnt out they call me ash

Pokemon has become trash

Baby wants to touch my ass

But I don't really fuck with that

So now she's touching other dudes

It's ok I said it's cool

As long as there's clear communication and I can do it too