This Time

[Verse 1]

I used to be excited to wake up

How can I get back to that place?

I always needed something to look forward to

But looking back, that was in bad taste

[Verse 2]

Now I have no idea what I am doin' here

With no direction to my days

Do anything just to get through the night

I cry to myself, oh, what a waste

[Verse 3]

Show me where to go from here

I've confronted my biggest fears

You leave me to erase myself

And then ask me, "What's the big deal?"

[Chorus]

I would kill to be anybody else

No memories of my former self

A part of me shriveled up and died

I can't get it back even though I've tried

[Post-Chorus]

And I tried

And I tried

And I tried

But I can't see the ending this time

No, I can't see the ending this time

[Bridge]

Maybe I don't want this bad enough to sacrifice myself again

Nothing will come out of it, now everything's different

[Chorus]

I would kill to be anybody else

No memories of my former self

A part of me shriveled up and died

I can't get it back even though I've tried