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Abracadabra
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Apologist

Release date: 14th May 2020

From AbracadabraTrack 122:35

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About This Track

"Apologist" is a track by Jerry Paper, from the album Abracadabra, released 14th May 2020. The track is 2:35 long. It's filed under Alternative. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 3 articles about Jerry Paper.

About the Artist

Jerry Paper

Jerry Paper

Lyrics

Apologist

[Verse 1]

She gave a loose apology

It took all my strength not to take it

Because she used my car

Then returned it all used up

[Chorus]

But then I put on my glasses

Saw the blur was gone

I knew I was wrong

I knew I was wrong

I knew it was me

[Verse 2]

I said I was sorry

That I blamed her for this

When it was my own

Internal bullshit

Manifesting

In my words

[Chorus]

I put on my glasses

Saw the blur was gone

I knew I was wrong

I knew I was wrong

I knew it was me

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Track details

From Abracadabra

2:352020

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Album

Track number

12

Release year

2020

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3:09
2Cholla
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3All I Need
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4Spit It Out
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