issues of trust

Ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah
I've always been scared of being myself
Of letting my heart speak before I speak
I will rise
I may fall
And my heart's filled with issues of trust when my dad...
And I...
I still cannot talk about it
Yeah
Yeah
Running and running and running and running and ru-...
Ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah
Since you left our lives, I'm blaming myself
For all the things I said and I never said
Though I tried, I felt pride 'cause my
Heart's failed of issues of trust in she
Since you died, I haven't been able to eat
I haven't been able to sleep
We haven't been able to talk
I haven't been able to do anything
I'm just- And I still cannot talk about it
Yeah
Running and running and running and running and ru-
I feel like I'm in this, like, endless loop of
Days that just keep, you know, going and going
And I just can't wake up from these dreams
I still cannot talk about it
Yeah
Running and running
God will make a way