Excuses

I bear no excuses

Everybody feels my pain

Sworn to be a nobody

Broke my oath again and again

Souls, see my genocide

Rockets only ride through sky

But I am a blind man so they only fly inside me

I'm aware of prearranged cause

Bet on me and we all lost

With kids like me and the odds against us

Payoff could have drained all future upsetters

But surroundings built into me

I did not grow like a tree

But rather like a building

With ceiling upon ceiling

I used to try from the outside

A guide was inside me and I didn't see

Tides passed all over me

But there was light and air at the bottom of the sea

And now I'm there

You know I really care

And seasons look up to me

I jumped down there

Cuz I don't and really care

And life grows inside of me

And lows get higher descending

I float up there

Cuz I know I'm not in here

I'm everywheres' outlining

And highs get lower ascending

Everyone, unrecall my sin