My Days

[MIDDLE ALLIE]

Where am I?

Where am I going?

Is it somewhere that I want to go?

And when I get there

Is that where happy is?

Or is it somewhere I already know?

Sometimes I feel

Like I cry without a noise

Sometimes I feel

Like somebody chose my choice

I have to run away

I have to sit and stay

I wanna live a life

Where I'm allowed to say

That I'm proud of the way that I spent

My days

I can feel

Something growing

It is small but it's shifting the ground

When I was younger, I could hear it

But it's back

It's my sound

Sometimеs I feel

Like I lost my only voice

But then I rеalized

Only I can choose my choice

I have to run away

I have to sit and stay

I wanna live a life

Where I'm allowed to say

That I'm proud of the way that I spent

My days

These days

All we ever really get are

Days to dream

And days to lose

I just need to choose my time

I have to run away

I have to stay

I'm gonna live a life

Where I am proud to say

That I followed my joy

I followed my heart

I lived this one wild life, I ripped it apart

I pushed through the corners with no apologies

And finally I can say

I know the way

I'll say that I love the way that I spent

My days