Anxiety Wins

I don't wanna go outside
I wanna go back to bed and
Let anxiety win
I don't wanna let you down
Don't wanna let you in, I let anxiety win

All of my friends is too cold
They wanna hang out
But I don't
Don't wanna be bothered
I know
But I hate bein' alone
(yeah, yeah, yeah)
Tell me what's happenin' with my soul
I try to get past it
But I won't
You think that I'm crazy
But who knows?
I might be, maybe
(shit, I might be)

Take a walk in my shoes and
You might see life in a way
That you never seen it
If you feel like I do
Then you might blink twice and you realize you were never dreamin'
Only thing that I do is blame myself every time I feel defeated
But I know I got a million reasons
Shit is gettin' kinda real this evenin'
I can't keep my head down
Maybe I need to pray (woo)
'Cause I ain't been sleep in days
I gotta get out of this evil place (woo)
Or maybe I need to stay
Stare at the mirror
The truth is I hate my reflection 'cause all I can see is shame
Could somebody
Anybody please relate?
Do you feel the same like?

I think my tension is buildin'
My stresses are killin'
My head to the ceilin'
The pressure is fillin'
Expression to healin'
Deflectin'
And still I'mExpectin'
To feel I'm connected
But really I'm stressin'

Now how you expect
Me to deal with these
Walls when they keep on closin' in
As soon as I think
That I'm close to win
Anxiety takin' control again

I don't wanna go outside
I wanna go back to bed
And let anxiety win
I don't wanna let you down
Don't wanna let you in
I let anxiety win
I, I'm just out here tryin'
Tryin' to exist
I let anxiety win
I don't wanna go outside
I wanna go back to bed
And let anxiety win

Sometimes feelin' depressed, sometimes I'm cryin'
And that just weird
(ooh)
Sometimes feelin' alive
Sometimes don't think that
I'm happy here
(yeah)
Fuck it, I roll this blunt
Somebody gon' bring
Me a pack of beer
'Cause when I'm feelin'
Fucked up's only time
My problems disappear
Who am I?
Who am I?
(Yeah)
Can't no one tell me nothin'
Oh my god, oh my god
(uh)
Look it done got me buzzin'
Just in time, just in time
(Joyner)
Ain't no one I can trust in
All my fears
Are really assumptions
What am I scared of?
Really, it's nothin'

Maybe I'm buggin'
Maybe I need to pray
(woo)
'Cause I ain't been sleep
In days
I gotta get out of
THis evil place
(woo)
Or maybe I need to stay
Stare at the mirror
The truth is I hate my reflection 'cause all I can see is shame
Could somebody
Anybody please relate?
Do you feel the same like?
I think my tension is buildin'
My stresses are killin'
My head to the ceilin'
The pressure is fillin'
Expression to healin'
Deflectin' and still I'm
Expectin' to feel I'm connected
But really I'm stressin'
Now how you expect
Me to deal with these walls
When they keep on closin' in
As soon as I think that
I'm close to win
Anxiety takin' control again

I don't wanna go outside
I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win
I don't wanna let you down
Don't wanna let you in, I let anxiety win
I, I'm just out here tryin', tryin' to exist, I let anxiety win
I don't wanna go outside
I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win