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Today I don't wanna go there
Too much to carry on my shoulder
Don't say it's part of getting older
Today, I don't wanna go

I rip the zipper off my bag and hide it
So I'll never have to know what lives inside it
Even though I'm the one who packed it

I don't wanna face my decisions
Even though I'm the one who did this
I don't wanna open up 'cause I've been avoiding everything
To stop the dizziness that I lug around
Tugging at my mouth
Saying words that I don't wanna let out
Keep it like oil and water
Taking a break from the friend and the daughter

Today I don't wanna go there
Too much to carry on my shoulder
Don't say it's part of getting older
Today, I don't wanna go

I don't wanna go there
I don't wanna go, no
I don't wanna go there

Went too fast but there's no way to slow down
Jumped too high now I can't look at the ground
It's too loud but no one's making a sound
I'm too tired don't feel like figuring it out

Today I don't wanna go there
Too much to carry on my shoulder
Don't say it's part of getting older
Today, I don't wanna go

I don't wanna go there
I don't wanna go, no
I don't wanna go there

Baby today I don't wanna go there
It's way too much to carry on my shoulders
Don't say to me it's part of getting older
Baby, I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go