Void-Adjacent

I'm boy-adjacent
Kiss me, find out if you're half a faggot
Do it 'til you know you won't miss me, 'til you're taken back by your ex girlfriend
I'll fill the time, fill the space
While you close your eyes, think of her face

I'm girl-adjacent
Kiss me, find out if I'm capable of love
Eighteen, doomsday prepping, use electricity to warm me up
I don't need another body
I need mine to somewhat match what I think I look like

I'm void-adjacent
Kiss me, find out what it's like to hold thin air
But if you're too good to me, all I know how to do is disappear
Someday, I hope I get what I want
Someday, I hope I know what I want