i'm not okay

You can kiss my love goodbye
Your lipstick stains washed with tears I cry
For the first time in a while
I can see through the lies
Bringing secrets to light
How could I be so naive to think I had you?

Maybe I'm just dumb
I'm a fool, so naive
I guess I should've known you don't love me
You don't love me
Maybe I'm just dumb

Down, bad
All my friends say you're the worst
Down, bad
But I can't see it, vision blurred

I know I look kinda crazy
But I'm feeling good as of lately
I let you live in my brain
'Cause I kinda like the pain
Breathe, breathe

I'm not okay
Yeah, I'm broken by you
I'm not okay
But that's ay-okay with me