Turn Back

[Hook: Maverick Sabre]

I've been living this daily

With no peace no day dreams to save me

Get high cause I want to survive

Wish I could turn back the hands of time.

I've been living this daily

With no peace no day dreams to save me

Get high cause I want to survive

Wish I could turn back the hands of time

[Verse 1: K Koke]

Born May 1985

10 months later my little bro arrived

Raised in a place where its do to survive

My mommy shot food to put honey in our hive

I can see the hunger in her eyes

I can see that something wasn't right

She taught me how to rapish up my first ticket

She told me watch my back and b smart with it

And I wish that I could take you there

To a place that my brain takes me everyday

I can smile but it still won't take the pain away

I could try but remain in this lonely place

From a child Ive been raised in a soldier way

Mommy didn't ramp she called us the krays

No jokes she showed us the ways

[Hook: Maverick Sabre]

I've been living this daily

With no peace no day dreams to save me

Get high cause I want to survive

Wish I could turn back the hands of time.

I've been living this daily

With no peace no day dreams to save me

Get high cause I want to survive

Wish I could turn back the hands of time

[Verse 2: K Koke]

Mommy couldn't cope so she turned to drugs

But auntie Tina give us hope she was there for us

I was raised on the roads wheres its rare to trust

Now my hearts been broke now im scared to love

An I might seem closed until I open up

Feel the weight of the struggle Ive been holding up

Been betrayed by a cuddle and a heartless hug

I drink pain from a bottle till my heart feels numb

Cause I came from the bottom of this bottle of rum

Ain't changed from a young un Ive been stuck in the slums

Grey days up in London ain't no summer for us

There trying to take aid they want my brother in cuffs

And I just came home this ay nothing to ask

Like the court don't know how a suffer does

Dis is poor home grown but moms love was enough

So I want to give her more than shes giving to us

[Hook: Maverick Sabre]

I've been living this daily

With no peace no day dreams to save me

Get high cause I want to survive

Wish I could turn back the hands of time.

I've been living this daily

With no peace no day dreams to save me

Get high cause I want to survive

Wish I could turn back the hands of time

[Bridge: Maverick Sabre & K-Koke]

I don't want to feel this

I don't want to seek this

I don't want to hurt no more

I don't want to be this

I don't want to feed this

I don't need to fight this war

Cause im trying to be somebody

There's nothing I fear that can cloud it

I'm trying to be somebody

Need to get on up

Need to get on up now..

[Hook: Maverick Sabre]

I've been living this daily with no peace

No day dreams to save me

Get high cause I want to survive

Wish I could turn back the hands of time

I've been living this daily

With no peace no day dreams to save me

Get high cause I want to survive

Wish I could turn back the hands of time