Don't Wanna Die

I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
'Cause the more I try, the less I get back

Who am I? Someone that is afraid to see the other side
Victim to a face, filled with trauma
Who am I? Someone that could fix up every problem, except for mine
'Cause I don't even try

I can see the bottom, it's getting closer
I'm moving faster, look in the mirror
All I see is a monster
I lose composure, I cannot listen
I swear to god

I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
'Cause the more I try, the less I get back
I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
'Cause I'm my twenty years, I have never felt a thing

Why am I known? I just wanna feel something starin' at the sun
Lookin' for a break, guess I'm running out of luck
I can't seem to find it and I couldn't give a fuck
I don't ask for much but-

I can see the bottom, it's getting closer
I'm moving faster, look in the mirror
All I see is a monster
I lose composure, I cannot listen
I swear to god

I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
'Cause the more I try, the less I get back
I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
'Cause I'm my twenty years, I have never felt a thing

(I can see the bottom, it's getting closer)
(I'm moving faster, look in the mirror)
(All I see is a monster)
(I lose composure, I cannot listen)
(I swear to god)

I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
'Cause the more I try, the less I get back