Starting To Scare Me

[Verse 1]

There's a girl on the internet and she drives me insane

I should probably look into it but I'd rather complain

I throw gas on the fire 'cause I don't wanna change

I just keep choosing the pain

[Verse 2]

There's a crack in my windshield I probably won't ever fix

I've been breaking my neck so I can see around it

And I know I know better but I'm stubborn as shit

I'm just a sucker for it

[Pre-Chorus]

I keep digging myself deeper

I'm not mad about it either

[Chorus]

Maybe I should care

Maybe I should stop

But the more I wear it, the more I like

How it feels on me

Have I lost my mind?

I'm still me but barely

I'm starting to scare me

[Verse 3]

I live in a city where everybody's a critic

I guess that it's made me a little too analytical

I'm picking apart things I actually like

'Cause I wish they were mine

[Pre-Chorus]

I keep digging myself deeper

I'm not mad about it either

[Chorus]

Maybe I should care

Maybe I should stop

But the more I wear it, the more I like

How it feels on me

Have I lost my mind?

I'm still me but barely

I'm starting to scare me

[Bridge]

I'm self destructive

I wish I wasn't

I'd rip out my heart to feel it

'Cause feeling something's (Feeling something's)

Better than nothing (Better than nothing)

Even if it kills me

[Chorus]

Oh, maybe I should care

Maybe I should stop

But the more I wear it, the more I like

How it feels on me

Like I'm tearing down walls I built carefully

I'm starting to scare me

[Outro]

I'm starting to scare me

I'm still me but barely

I'm starting to scare me

I'm starting to scare me