Does She Hold You Like I Did

Darling, I missed you when the snow came falling down
I closed my eyes but still I saw it drifting, swirling round
Head for the crowds to hide my shame and my disgrace
But in this Winter time, all I see's the paleness of your face
And darling, it's hard to look you in the eyes my love
All I see is my lies, oh god
I've tried to put it all behind
So I lose myself in reading books but never reach the end
And I try to find quick fixes but these fixes don't quite mend
Cause when you're high it's easier to plummet like a stone
And I guess some folks are better off at roughing it alone
And darling your eyes were always dark as night, I know
Cause I never found their light, but oh
I tried, I tried with all my might
And they say you tried to find someone easier to love, and yes
Guess I'm no blessing, but I must confess
That I have never loved you more
Oh and darling when the sheets grow vines around you
In the middle of the night
Does she hold you like I did?
Does she wrap those dreams up tight?
And when you're standing on the cliff edge and you see the waves beneath
Is it my voice that you hear?
Is my face that you see?
Cause I'll tell myself you miss me until I believe it's true
You're a thousand miles away tonight,
But all I see is you