Frightening Machines

Seems things have taken a turn
All these levers and systems won't do as they're told anymore
I'm having to learn
That these frightening machines aren't as tough as they seem
And I'm losing sleep
It's so hard to keep
From falling
Apart at the seams, this was once such a team
Now I'm calling
Out for a sign that this body's still mine after all
Strip down this engine for parts
I have to confess it's a bit of a mess
But still every morning it starts
I have clung to what's left and discarded the rest
How the feeling fades
The space remains
I'm Falling
Apart at the seams, oh I'd never have dreamed
I'd be calling
Out for a sign that this body's still mine
After all I'm betrayed by this thing I can't change
A passenger at my own wheel
It's hard to be tied to a body that tried
To erase what I needed to feel
Like a woman
Still your woman
I just needed to take time to heal
I'm falling
I'm falling