what i do best

Officially blocked my number
Officially out without you
Green texts and
Stolen dances

Is it weird that I miss your brother?
Shit talking with your mother
Pink wine
And naive first romances

Now I'm kinda feeling like
I've got it all messed up
What if
You're the only one for me
And I couldn't help but run
Cause you were nearly perfect
And I did what I do best
If I ever let you care for me
You'd never get your rest

Cause I'm so pretty for the pictures
Make him wonder why
He couldn't fix her

Pretending like I miss you
To make sense of what we went through
Two brown eyes
Saw through mine

Sleepwalking consequences
Blaming the circumstances
Hiding the truth
But I just gave up on you

Now I'm kinda feeling like
I've got it all messed up
What if
You're the only one for me
And I couldn't help but run
Cause you were nearly perfect
And I did what I do best
If I ever let you care for me
You'd never get your rest

Cause I'm so pretty for the pictures
Make him wonder why
He couldn't fix her

I've been swallowing my guilt
I've been drinking on my pills
I've been trying to run
But it's catching up with me
There's been strangers in my dreams
And they're asking me
Aren't you getting tired?
Of being such a good liar

Now I'm kinda feeling like
I've got it all messed up
What if
You're the only one for me
And I couldn't help but run
Cause you were nearly perfect
And I did what I do best
If I ever let you care for me
You'd never get your rest

Cause I'm so pretty for the pictures
Make him wonder why
He couldn't fix her

Cause I'm so pretty for the pictures
Make him wonder why
He couldn't fix her