Perfect Timing

I don't know why
I haven't been thinking about you lately
Like I should be
And I know you notice sometimes
Sorry I
Never let my self live in the moment
These days
There's just so much on my mind
And that's why
I'm upset and run down
And running out of options again
I fucked up and freaked out
And now I'm losing
My sense of myself and
I hope I find it
But if not I guess I'll just be forgotten

And you always see me
Between empty sleep and coffee
And you always told me
This never was perfect timing

Sorry I'm upset sorry I'm not fine
It's been a long day I've been up all night
Counting the mistakes still on the wrong side
Sat on the front steps hoping you're alright

And you always see me
Between empty sleep and coffee
And you always told me
This never was perfect timing