FRENZY, UNTRENDY

Inexplicably, something's telling me
That everything is slowly getting worse
Unexpectedly happening to me
I need to leave before it starts to hurt
And I just can't take the constant need to stay alive anymore
Blood and gore

I'm being honest now
You make me want to die
Another masterpiece
Before my very eyes
So, just tell me, is it obvious?
The envy of their merriment is mine
And isn't it sublime?

I'm just afraid enough to never speak again
All I can think to do is leave it crawling underneath the skin
And I still can't take the constant need to stay alive anymore
Blood and gore

I'm being honest now
You make me want to die
Another masterpiece
Before my very eyes
So, just tell me, is it obvious?
The envy of their merriment is mine
And isn't it sublime?

I'm stuck here with my fellow peers
And they listen to my fears
And no matter what I show
They won't know how far it goes
And they throw it at my face
Every trend I need to chase
I'll keep clawing at my bones
On this envy, I could choke

Forget the glory days
Your friendship makes me cry
So, go have everything that's never been in my life
I'll just be honest now
You make me want to die
Another masterpiece
Before my very eyes
So, just tell me, is it obvious?
The envy of their merriment is mine
And isn't it sublime?