Dear Diary

Verse 1 (KidShazam):

Dear diary it's me again, another day of misery

I'm overusing alcohol and thinking over killing me

You're billing me a mili for a happy time it's really mean

Meaning that the karama ain't going for me I'm pretty beat

Woke up with a scream, mom and dad goin at it again

Wish it was a dream, pour the bottle all out for a friend

I'm a nice fiend, with a team of demons in my head

I'll show the world that let me go that I'm not gonna cry to bed

It's madness, damn this, tears over the canvas

Dance to the sadness, needs some practicе

Can't pay taxes, cut me with axes

So maybе then they'll listen to my status

Boys and girls ain't on my radar

I'm devil, that person you want to hate on

It's okay though, I'm a lonely loner

Alone in my house, I'm a clown a joker

Pre-Chorus (SkyDxddy):

Dear diary it’s me again

I’ll burn these pages in the end

All these stories end so gory

And I don’t want to feel this pain

Chorus (SkyDxddy):

Soak the ashes, no return

Or I will read them I never learn

Finding ways to cope is hard

These chapters choke me I hate this part

Verse 2 (SkyDxddy):

Yeah

You go straight to shunning me but I relive it all

I’m only being honest why do you look so appalled

Should’ve kept it to myself after all you let me fall

And I’m sinking deep into this hell and there’s no one to call

No one believed me so I wrote it in a book

But see you don’t even have the balls to take a second look

You shook me to my corner now I’m dealing with the trauma

Post-dramatic stress yeah I’m already a goner

Karma didn’t get you so I’m crossing off your name

Rather stick pins in my eyes than play your little game

You thought that you should tame me so you tightened up the reins

Put a muzzle in my mouth so I wouldn’t say your name

Blamed it all on me chopped it up to defamation

But the truths still remains you’re the one that I call satan

After everything you’ve taken, after everything you’ve done

You get off on women’s pains and now I’m the broken one?

Verse 3(KidShazam):

Arthur, my mind is shattering, breaks

I've never been the type to show-off, flex

They're picking a team, I'm out, not next

It's your loss, lost your life to the Flecks

My checks get cashed by charities mate

My dates are ghosted notes, how great

I'm nice, I help, I'm good but fate

Puts salt on scars and me on it's plate

But wait? What? Where is the karma?

It's dropping me in the middle of Sparta

I establish peace, but it likes the drama

And drops me in hell, it's like a saga

Oh well that's tough, no shaq

I'm gone, hate got me screwed

On my own song, so I diss myself

Cause I can't go on

Of course I can, hate makes me strong

Chorus (SkyDxddy):

Soak the ashes, no return

Or I will read them I never learn

Finding ways to cope is hard

These chapters choke me I hate this part