I Hate the Sun

[Verse 1]

It's not like I don't wanna go outside

It's not like I don't wanna feel the light

But every time I do, I feel more lonely

The corners of my room, they really know me

Part of me is scared of what I'm like

'Cause even when I go to close my eyes

Darkness is my favourite kind of daydream

And I don't ever see myself escapin'

[Pre-Chorus]

Oh, I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I hate the sun, it makes me feel guilty

Nobody wants somebody who's empty

I try to be better, but tryin' won't make me lеss numb

'Cause I'm like the clouds, thе gray and the heavy

Shut everyone out 'til nobody gets me

Will they be sat at my funeral sayin' how she was no fun?

'Cause I hate the sun

[Verse 2]

It's not like I don't wanna be okay

It's not like I'll be happy when it rains

But every time it does, it kinda saves me

At least I'm not the only one that's breakin'

I don't wanna spend every day of my life

Cryin' in bed as I'm cursin' the clear blue sky

But in the end, I always say the same thing

[Pre-Chorus]

Oh, I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I hate the sun, it makes me feel guilty

Nobody wants somebody who's empty

I try to be better, but tryin' won't make me less numb

'Cause I'm like the clouds, the gray and the heavy

Shut everyone out 'til nobody gets me

Will they be sat at my funeral sayin' how she was no fun?

'Cause I hate the sun

[Bridge]

Ah, ah, ah

(Ah) I wanna lie here on my own

(Ah) I wanna dance inside my storm

(Ah) It's such a perfect day to find myself alone (Ah)

[Chorus]

But I hate the sun, it makes me feel guilty

Nobody wants somebody who's empty

I try to be better, but tryin' won't make me less numb

'Cause I'm like the clouds, the gray and the heavy

Shut everyone out 'til nobody gets me

Will they be sat at my funeral sayin' how she was no fun?

Only remembered for everything I could've done

'Cause I hate the sun