jacket

Thirty degrees, yet we still drove up to Sonic
Gave me your jacket, swore that you didn't want it
And the next day we got up at 5 a.m. to see a sunrise
That we wouldn't forget
But all that I could see was you and the clouds we were in
Honestly, I liked you more than the iced coffee
The one that you kept teasing me about buying
Because outside the factory, it's freezing
Locking the car, running to the church seats
I really tried but there was no use in listening

'Cause my mind won't stop talking 'bout you
Only one in this room, you should be jealous
I wish you could borrow my life and see you through my eyes

'Cause this was the best time in our lives together
But we fell right off that bridge five weeks later
Right now you're probably thinking that I hate her
But if you love something, I'll love it for you

Walking around the mall, looking for nothing
I've never seen the sky like this as it's pouring
You paused at the door and said "give me your keys, I'll be back in 5"
And you ran to the street
To pick me up so I wouldn't feel a thing

'Cause my mind won't stop talking 'bout you
Only one in this room and I'm jealous
I wish I could borrow your life and see us through your eyes

'Cause this was the last night of the lives we're chasing
Painting our walls and couldn't see them caving
And all I see now is her in your jacket
And I'm sorry we didn't make it
(I'm so sorry)

I'll hold a picture of you and her in my hands
And stare at it until I really feel nothing
And I'll wrap up these wounds like you're wrapped in her hair
And just pretend like they were never there
'Cause it hurts less than pretending to not care

So I'll really wish you the best even though she's not it
I'm not jealous, I just wish you could go back in time
See yourself from my eyes and make some sense

And just pillow your head knowing we could've had it
And I forgive you for the broken rose glasses
One day, I'll be laughing in someone else's jacket
And thanking Jesus 'cause he let this happen